Hi! Welcome to my personal substack

Discover what prompted me to start a personal blog

Why I chose substack:

There are other technology platforms I was entertaining as a way to start a blog. But here are a few reasons why I ultimately went with substack:

• It provides the infrastructure for me to publish and manage my work easily.

• It's free.

• It offers ample space for me to grow beyond written blog posts (like audio/video/podcasting).

• I can create a community with those who resonate with my work.

• It allows me to share more meaningful long-form content. I can explore topics much deeper than I can on other forms of social media (like Instagram or Facebook).

Why I created a substack:

1. I have a lot to share

I've got hundreds of pages filled in between journals, Google Docs, phone notes, and voice notes. My human and higher self has so much it wants to say. I might as well have written a book at this point (it definitely feels like it's in the cards for me in the future)! Writing allows me to use my intuition, intellect, and life experiences in unique and fulfilling ways.

I felt the strong intuitive nudge that it's time to put my work out into the world instead of keeping it close to my heart. I am going into substack with no expectations and no business plan. Now, a teeny-tiny part of me doesn't want to because my writing is kind of all over the place/not as cohesive as I want it to be. But I will not let the illusion of perfectionism hold me back from doing what I feel called to do. In fact, I believe it is in the messiness that I will find clarity in my life's purpose/work. There is something about writing (and speaking) that feels like a powerful part of my path.

I am excited to share my unique perspectives on spirituality, business, money, and life. I have an interesting story to tell for anyone who is curious and willing to listen. For example, in my career, I've had the opportunity to experience things that I would say are "not the norm." These experiences were not always pleasant or fair, but I feel ready to discuss them now.

I've been writing for as long as I can remember. Here is my collection of journals (2001 - 2024).

2. I want to feel more expressed + in my divine feminine

A lot of people know me (or previously knew me) as some workaholic auditor, financial planner, reliable person in the group project, or type-A business person who has her sh*t together. These versions of me still exist, and I can tap into them anytime. For ten+ years, my career was all about investing in my education and career in finance/accounting. I even went back to school to get my MBA. I've done both the corporate and entrepreneurial thing. I have a lot of experience in all things business and have worn many hats.

Being in the financial/accounting industry was perfect for me on paper. I was good at it, it paid well, I could help people, and a part of me enjoyed it. However, the deeper I dove into my spiritual path, the less desire I had to continue working in that field. This was confusing as hell. Why did I feel so much resistance to something that appeared so perfect and in alignment? The resistance I felt was a lack of resonance; energetically, being in finance was no longer adding value to my life. I already mastered many innate "divine masculine" qualities inherent in the work/world of finance. I'm highly analytical, logical, detail-oriented, communicative, transparent, and practical. I am disciplined, efficient, organized, and structured. While I could gain more intellect, knowledge, and education by continuing that path, I had nothing to gain energetically. I already mastered it, so it was not fulfilling on a soul level.

This substack is an artistic endeavor that allows me to be fully in my "divine feminine". Creativity is a soul-nourishing act I never gave myself time, space, or permission to really pursue. There are aspects of me waiting to be remembered, discovered, expressed, honed, and cultivated via my divine feminine. Energetically, there is infinite room to grow. That's why stepping into this feels so expansive, joyful, and fun.

3. It’s healing for me + I know there is medicine in it for you, too

Writing has really helped me process deep-seated wounds and trauma and alchemize them. It's been very healing in that way. But finding the strength and courage to share that writing definitely takes things to a whole new level. It is so vulnerable. Another part of me wants to hold back due to the fear of being judged. But I know this is a fear I need to move through. I've asked my ego to step aside so that I can show up how I need to.

Fortunately, as I write this in 2024, I've reached a point where I have done so much healing and clearing. I feel different from who I was even three months ago. I have remembered and unlocked parts of myself, including the authentic, unapologetic, and confident self. And I finally feel ready to unleash that version of me on this platform. This is not a place for me to hold back, be shy, or be timid. I will share my opinion on things because it's important you get to know the real me. It will be very healing for others to see the authentic me.

That said, I also want you to know that I am always open to hearing other perspectives because I know I have my own blind spots. I am human and am limited by my own knowledge and experiences. I am still healing, growing, and learning like everyone else. We must not only hold a mirror to each other but to ourselves. My only ask is that you are respectful. I will not tolerate derogatory behavior or comments. I may say something that feels esoteric, weird, or contentious. I may say something that triggers you. But that's not an excuse to be mean.

4. To find my soul family

Despite my efforts, I’ve really struggled to find my soul family in this lifetime. I hope that by sharing more of my heart, I will find them. In some ways, this substack is an experiment to see if everything they say about authenticity and vibration is true.

I want to "build" a community with those who resonate with my energy. I trust that those who are meant to find my work will find it in perfect divine timing. And I trust that this work will morph into whatever it needs to be.

In conclusion

This project ignites my inner spark of curiosity and exploration. I'm excited to write about things that I am deeply motivated to share my thoughts on.

I hope this platform is as healing + expansive for you as it is for me.

Thank you so much for being here!

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